Thursday, June 9, 2011
I'm cautious anymore when it comes to writing about something I "sense" somewhere inside of me. It can seem a little too "feeling" and in some ways too sentimental.
I have been at the beach all week with family and have had a lot of down time. That too can cause me to think I am sensing something that isn't even there.
Having your first two grandchildren in the last eight months may have something to do with all this also.
Anyway, one of the ways I work through these things is to write about them. So I will write.
The word that has bubbled up for me is "shedding"...
I've never thought of "shedding" in spiritual terms. Usual the phrase "letting go" seems more appropriate.
But as I think about it, shedding seems more intimate, letting go seems more external.
So I'm thinking there is some shedding going on and I have no idea what that means.
I will say that the sense of it is calming and peaceful.
I'll just stop here. If I keep going with this now it will just be me trying to create something that does not exist.